Good After-Midnight

30 July 2011 3.30 AM

Hi folks!!Good….uhh!!Its not morning yet..may be I can say Good After-midnight..But I need to find a proper wish for this un-humanly time soon enough coz it has been appended to my life as another part of my humdrum existence since a month..My day has a beginning and an ending to it, but the part in between , is more like a blank, it misses out a pause and a refresh button. It goes on with commas all over and badly yearns for full stops. Its like my life is begging to me “Oh my bearer, give me a break” but all I can answer “sorry, I am helpless”.

Well, I just woke up half an hour ago and packed up my bag, I am going home tomorrow evening :). That’s the only good part though, but the truth is I wake up everyday around this time. Now you must be wondering what I do? Lemme tell you, I stare all over my room, at the walls, at my lappy, and all around me, completely blank, wondering where I am and why I am, And yes, to switch off the lights too. My sleep is outta my control now, I wake up around this time just to switch off the lights in addition to whatever I mentioned above.

Lemme tell you how a typical day goes in my moribund life. Wake up at 7, get ready, go to work at 8.30, come back around 7.30 (though it can stretch longer depending upon requirements), spend an hour talking on phone, dinner, chitchat with friends and then to bed, but when I sleep, is a mystery to me, but pretty soon though. And interestingly, this special routine is limited to me and my friend, all other GETs come back as early as 6 from office. The reason being me and my friend have been alloted in a project. Of course, we do get to learn a lot, even our mentor is all so friendly and nice, but the sudden transition from being a well accomplished bunk master in college to being a workaholic has come about as a calamity for me. It is more like being trapped in an unending limbo with life sucking all sap out of you.

C’mon, you don’t call it life if you can’t have time to socialise properly or ogle at a gorgeous babe on TV or cherish some good moments of your life or to spend the money you earn. And what makes it worse is the complete absence of the opposite sex at workplace which leads to the complete depletion of any motivation to work, what in actual terms you can conceptualise as hazardous working conditions ;) :P.That indeed is the first question every friend of mine asks me, questions about the presence of the so called “maal”s, but maal chodo, we don’t have girls.

Chalo too much of my dukhiyari kahani. 2 more days and I get my first salary. I haven’t yet thought how exactly to spend the whole lot but I do have few things in mind. I will get something for my parents, but I don’t have the slightest idea what to, I request you to suggest. Then I will get something for some special people in my life, some of my really good friends, as a token of love and appreciation for being what they have been to me. But the interesting part is, I am planning to do something crazy too, something I have never done, call me stupid or whatever, but the flavour of life fades away without a bit of craziness ;).

Just hope things get better. The song playing in my lappy now is “Tanha Dil” by Shaan and I love that song. Pretty much sums up my condition :P. Anyway, I don’t feel like sleeping anymore now. Maybe I will watch a movie or something. Once again a good after-midnight. Lots of thanks to all guys and lots of love to all chicks reading this :P

Signing off
A.M.